Doomed to wander in darkness from the creation of the world to the first lights of the apocalypse, your spirit must accomplish its own destiny. The physical body is just a mass of filthy substance, it is another one barrier on the path to illumination. Make your first step, touch you inflamed flesh with cold blade. Unconscious self-absorption. Devouring of self. Inside you. There is no remorse, so sin. You must kill yourself once again.