Is this a new beginning Or will I fall under your power I'll make the same mistake again And then you start to devour I take another pill so I cannot feel What is taking over Find another way through another day I won't deny it So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow I surrender - So unreal I lose all control again It's taking over what my mind won't heal Taking a hold again Too late To break away the chains of a chemical devotion I pray To wash away the pain All the sorrow and emotion I down another Pill So I cannot feel Fear that's taking over Find another way through another day I can't deny it So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow I surrender - So unreal I lose all control again Taking over what my mind won't heal Taking a hold again Neverending no it just won't heal Taking me down again Losing faith It all seems surreal Losing my hope again Losing my hope again No way Escape and make amends As I'm giving you the power True pain That fuels the anger Feeding off the minutes of the hour I drown another pill With a drink and still Fear is taking over Through another day I will find a way you can't deny it So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow So hard - So hard to Follow I surrender - So unreal I lose all control again Taking over what my mind won't heal Taking a hold again Neverending no it just won't heal Taking me down again Losing faith It all seems surreal Losing my hope again