My Cross to Bear Lyrics


New day still everything  inside is just the same

l`ve not forgotten

All the lies it takes just to play this game

What burns inside  me has to vent from time to time

World turns (it burns)

I cold never live in a state of "shut up and stand in line"

Get up and plaster on a smile that suites my style

Time holds for no one

All is well. I`m fine and I`m  in denial

This paint this all I have left and it gets me by

I feeds (ir bleeds)

For no apparent reason I could just lie down and die

Deshumanization

You try to rid me of the gifts I have

In the search for salvation

You life will suffer the cost

When the dawning of the new world comes

Your soul will have gone lost

Marked, scarred, burns, bleeding myself dry just everyday

When it comes to reason

I just want this paint to go away

What`s left to contemplate when all is said and done?

My time (my criome)

In the end will it matter when I am dead and gone?

In the search of a new way

To compensate you loss

Let the burden of you traunted past

Forever bear you cross

It`s the itch that tears my flesh

The thorn in my eye

The bringer of all but joy

But that is my cross to bear

New gay yet everything I hate is just the same

Nothing`s forgotten

All the lies it takes just to claim my flame

This pain inside of me is all that gets my by

It breeds ( misleads)

I can think of a thousand reasons to lay down and lie.