Living on junk time Staring at a wall for 13 hours Waiting for the next hit A ghost of a man, a walking corpse Wife and family Job and home, collateral damage Nothing else matters now Terminal disease, a singular focus Spending all your money Consuming all your time Killing all that's good Searching for that high Needle hits the vein Smoke into the lungs You love it more than life It's all that you have left Slow suicide Self immolation More dead than alive Trapped in hell