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Something inside me

Just wants to say

Fuck everything

And everyone

And take a razorblade

And see what my arms

Look like underneath

It's real this time

It's happening

I'm dying this time

It's happening

Something inside me just wants to

Stop thinking of suicide

I'm sick of all this talking, all the pain

It's time to make it fucking real

It's real this time

Reality's harsh and bleak

Ugly, inhuman, and vile

People die every day

December 3rd is mine