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Constant decline

A mental health fucking disaster

Everyone sees

Exactly where this will go

Don't come near

He doesn't want to talk

Leave him alone

Til he makes another mistake

Life turned out worse than I imagined

Hope is gone that it will ever improve

Wasted years nothing to show for anything

Bored and old running out of patience

Chemical prison

A world where nothing is bad but,

Nothing is good

An endless shade of grey

Pattern repeats

Every day just like the last one

Numbness spreads

Searching for something to feel

Caught in a cycle, no one can help me break free

40 years old and wasted 23

Caught in a cycle, no one can help me break free

40 years old and wasted 23