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too much of everything

too deep inside

i’m lying here for days

i’ve lost my pride

tv channels up and down

i once denied

days and weeks in lethargy

in bed i try to hide

just another filtertip again

again i light

and just another drink again

to my dislike

i damn myself for this

for losing my drive

i waste my youth i think

a lot i’ve cried

burned out at day

fucked up at night

burned out at day

fucked up at night

sun rising up

sun going down

and round

and round and round and

people outside

walkin' their ways

hand in hand in

lovely summer days

sitting in the streets enjoyin'

mild summers eve

and i, i waste my youth in bed

i can’t believe

i damn myself for this

for losing my drive

i still abuse the best

years of my life