Self abuse (breaking me) Eroded confidence Nightmare tomb (reflecting) Into the self Slave to my (emotions) I’m drowning again Will within (invoking) A new messiah Degradation Poverty of mind Soul neglected Part of me has died Blood, bone, skin (fever) Abiding by sin Sex, death, nullify Redefining Indignance (revenge) Led to mental decline Transmuting (evolve) The death of the old Degradation Poverty of mind Soul neglected Part of me has died Realization Opening my eyes Resurrected Free of all your lies My fractured reality Destroys my soul Stone hearted, I remain Like cold cruelty My will is crushed between The gnashing teeth of your disproval At the core of my despondence Is my dissatisfaction I won’t let it break me I’ll just watch it fucking crush you When I leave this fucking place Good fucking riddance to you all