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SO MANY TIMES I WONDER

WHAT I'M DOING WRONG

NO MATTER HOW MUCH I TRY IT

I NEVER GET TO REACH MY GOAL



PROBABLY IT'S A DIVINE PUNISHMENT

OR MAYBE IT'S HELL THAT LAUGHS AT ME

THINGS GO WORSE WHEN I EXPECT THEM GO BAD



I FEEL SUCH A GREAT EMPTINESS INSIDE OF ME

A SEARCH FOR SOMETHING THAT DOES NOT COME



WHEN THE DAY HAS COME

A DISTANT VOICE I'M TRYING TO FOLLOW

A SIGN SHOULD COME

DID ANYONE EVER CHOOSE?

WHEN DOES MY LIFE WILL TURN THE ONE

I'VE ALWAYS WANTED

I HAVE NO LUCK WHATEVER I DO

AND I WONDER IF I DESERVE IT

IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO GET SOME HAPPINESS?

IS IT SO DIFFICULT TO FIND PEACE INSIDE OF ME?