Waiting, the burden of knowing That time is a construct The value of shapes draped in black And sickness chasm, the acquisition The torrid winds of broken minds Peeled back trees like skin from vines The blunted course of affect lost And seeds of sorrow line our troughs The soil in which we crawl and crave Remind us of our future selves in graves Forced to smile, demure, at our own master's fist Crushed into silence by the magnitude of it What god is hope in the face of no eyes The boots to our face and the scares that breed lies The apex of virtue eroded by loss demoted Married to our traumas, our sleepless nightmare devoted