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I fall into deep shadows

As I always do at these times

Bringing my ego to point zero

Raping myself with anti pride

A vast comedy surrounding me

A massive transparent enigma

And a grey star on a bleak heaven

Should I laugh or cry?

This journey makes no sense

What pathetic life is this?

Whoever directs this comedy

Should come forth and die!

Look at me - you are nothing

Protect me - you're poisoned

I hate you - still I want you

I'm trapped in a comedy of hunger

Kill me now!

Raped with ignorance

The easy escape

The obvious solution

Damned with curses

Frozen with rays

Of anguishing frost

How can I forget that you let me drown?

You have no respect for me

How can I forget that you let me die?

I have no respect for you