Sickened with sanity Slowly withdraw Scattered and torn Traces of apathy Silence of thought Screaming deep inside Reprehension, thoughts of you I entomb this dormant rage Estranged, hide myself from you Find myself wanting no more Embracing Lies falling from your lips Betraying Why must I live in this hell Disgrace you Hating all that you are Drowning voices Your regression pleading you In self-loathing you appeal Resistance it's been Bleeding you Captive here, dying inside Containing Why can't I escape Restraining Without you I can be free Erase you Aching heart turns to stone Mournful of - idle love Now my dear Shed no tears Cry no more Feel estranged I've sought many passages Leading me now to Ambiguous fortresses To ghostly towns buried In anxious labyrinths Now I pillage the darkness for Golden grain which was born From beneath ancient graves Nevermore to return my love Entwined in despair And false hope Wicked winds they carry Whispered tales Misery and heartache Melt the mortal soul Your soul