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Alone I strive... So fucking tired, I carry on

I can't remember when I, when I stopped breathing

When I drive I realized all I have ever missed

And when I feel it coming

The irreplaceable motion fills

A searing and sign inside my mind

I'll try not to exist...

Exert or exercise, all that I have thought

But from the moment I halt to enter

I know you're still there, should I stop wishing

Am I... breaking... my own heart?

Blissful yearning, I suppose

Through this last hour

I hate to ponder

Maybe you dont exist

You and me, me and you

Just what's real?

Emotionless, yet the ground I lay upon suffers

Why do I still try?

When all I try to love never fucking matters

Why do I still try?

Blissful yearning

I know your still there, should I stop wishing

Am I breaking my own heart?

Blissful yearning, I suppose?

Why do I still try?

Why do I still try...

To love?

Cause it never fucking matters

Never, it never matters

Why do I feel it dying?

I feel the hearts, of millions being buried

I know they're there trying to get out

Your hands are the dirt that buries them

Then I cry to release them all

I love them all

And in all the ways, I could have told you

You won't ever know

How my heart still holds you

Dont you see?

Your fate is burning

Your ghost is the feindish terror

Your heart will be destroyed

Your drain was needless