Every time I look up to the sky, I don't know why I try to figure out How this feeling emotion has become a part of my life It was thing enchanting, I can't object it It was all my fault that I let this thing to prosper Now misery seems to be my company Many times I wanted fly up high to the sky Couldn't find this moment that wouldn't have denied to feel delight Now my life is fucked. It was you who lit the fire Only one blow then, you have made it to expire My persistance stupid, and fucked as my life Made me feel like shit, like I don't know how to act Your sweetbreath, your sweetbreath I can feel it upon my face Your sweetbreath, I can't hide it I still love it upon my face No sign of christianity Just blind lover, ZEALOT Why do you let yourself to be grieved? Awareness of pain does not discourage you? Every time I look up to the sky, I can hear my thoughts - sorrowful they cry The colours blue, white, and grey, deeply they encircle me Just to feel the warmth of your body, and your spirit I would give up source that leashes my will to live Charming you stand, in synthetic shapes Eye to eye, and soul to soul Just to unite them, to feel the warmth I have just few words to say: Die meekly, die proudly, just leave And prepare cradle for next ZEALOT Wasn't it dead? Twice you have knelt Isn't it dead? Will you kneel? Here I lay, and stare at sky As you asked, sentinel. I shall say It died a long time ago Still I cultivate the dead... How far can I go? And how much can I pray? ZEALOT Till I kneel before her...