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Blinded with sight

Ruined for life

Drowning in a pool of self pity

Always wrong

Never right

Can you see its a dark cloud following me

Deep down inside

So easy to hide

Looking to escape from reality

I'm fucked again today

My mind is on fire

Felt the hurt and misplaced control

And i find...

Myself alone

What lies ahead

Better off dead

Put this daily pain on permanent hold

Sick with mankind

Poisoning my mind

With all the shit i've always been told

Cannot be controlled!

Blood running down my face

Pouring from my eyes

And my muscles cramped up as if it were...

My time to die!

Like some kind of torture

Like getting teeth pulled

With no anesthetic

Some kind of pain's unbearable

Cannot be fixed

Broken beyond repair

Looking inside

Often so scared