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I just want to get loaded

Self destruct and rip my mind

Because it's so fucked up

And this pressure I'm taking

Can't grip my mind

Now that it's broken

Always living

In a way I can't even pave through shit in my brain

It's fucking lame

Why should I face this shit again today

It's all sick fantasy

A morbid reality

Tonight my bloody nightmarish dream

Smash the living

Embrace death, holding hands with a .357 to your brain

It's fucking lame

Why should I face this shit again today

It's all this bitter rage

It all the hate in my mother fucking face

It's salvation found in a razor blade

Smash the living,

Embrace death, holding hands with a .357 to your brain

It's fucking lame

Why should I face this shit again today