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I just want to get loaded

Self destruct and rip my mind

Because im so fucked up

And this pressure I'm taking

Can't grip my mind

Now that it's broken

Always living

In a way

I can't even pave through shit in my brain

It's fucking lame

Why should I face this shit again today

It's all sick fantasy

A morbid reality

Tonight, my bloody nightmarish dream

Smash the living

Embrace death

Holding hands with a .357 to your brain

It's fucking lame

Why must I face this shit again today

It's all this bitter rage

It all the hate in my mother fucking face

It's my salvation

Found in a razor blade

Smash the living

Embrace death

Holding hands with a .357 to your brain

It's fucking lame

Why should I face this shit again today?