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I gave up before birth

It is not possible otherwise

It was he

It was he who wailed

He who saw the light

I didn't wail

I didn't see the light

It's impossible I should have a voice

It was he who had a life

I didn't have a life

A life not worth having

Because of me

His death alone would not be enough

Not enough for me

Perhaps he'll drown

He always wanted to drown

He didn't want them to find him

He can't want now anymore