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Raise doubts in me, show me a blank future

Disturb my thoughts, confuse my mind

Make me hazy about everything

Let the world of thoughts turn into gloom

Let me be the only one to bring all to light for myself

Will you just grant me the joys of this

I hope to explore the delight in existence

And to find the inmost myself

The singularity of independence invigorates me

I may find myself and be as utterly one

I perpetually need to keep this feeling

Every single day of my whole existence

So that I’ll be flying in eternal joy

Yet it’s still impossible to me, mortal as I am

Though I must find happiness for myself

Give darkness and blindness to the simple soul of mine

So I’ll find the right track feeling my way along

Give me all the hard times

That no one’s been ever given

Let myriads of dark curses pour upon me

I must find the light

If I make my way out of the maze

All I need is energy, that can be supplied

Mental freshness and readiness

Knowledge, competence, all I need to have

To reach my goal

I’m not egoistic, yet I live for myself