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There is a hole so dark

Inside of me

I struggle to keep it closed

When you're not near

It's why i never ask you to leave

I'm scared of it

It opens

when you're not around

I can't keep it closed

Over-whelmed, helpless, dead

It's so cold without you here

I can't help myself

these urges of self destruction

i can't keep at bay

they siege my mind

and hold me hostage

these urges of self destruction

i can't keep at bay

they siege my mind

and hold me hostage