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"Your destruction is the basis of my architecture

if fuels me

your demise make me want to succeed

just in the hope that you suffer"

my skin isn't mine

my thoughts aren't mine

this body is not my own

i just want to claw my eyes out whenever i see the scarred skin

but even they aren't mine

i yearn to feel

something real

something of my own

maybe one day

it could be happiness

tear my heart out

it will kill what you see

but i will be in there

locked behind a key

like a fetus in the womb

all safe and sound

unaware of the true disparity of this world