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Rip me limb from limb and feed me to the lions

make sure no part of this tainted body remains

my tired soul

my shattered heart

it is useless to everyone

including myself

what could i need from something that i didn't feel was mine?

what could you need from it?

why?

why did you not tell me?

did you forget?

or were you clueless

you shrouded my view as a child

only for me to grow older in a perverse, malevolent world

it is not for me

and when i finally gather up my courage

i will forever leave it

i write this note to say farewell

calling the ambulance or the cops is too late

I'm far away and far gone

it'd be like throwing water on an oil fire

i hope the hand you were dealt will be better than mine

it was fate that this happened

now close this back up

put it away

and pretend i never existed