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This day won't end

It feels like forever

Shall I cut myself

To pass the time?

I don't know how to live

I don't know how to be

I don't know how to not be the fuck up,

The waste,

The dissapointment I am

All I had now lies dead infront of me

My prospects and my dreams

Burned to the ground

No salvation will ever reach me

My heart not change

You will still be the one

Even when my life has concluded

I will still love you

In my ever-changing mind

What will I do with myself?

How will I expel this anger and boredom?

Will I survive?