I'm feeling this time
as bad as never before,
a bleeding wag is fading away.
Once you needed me
for spending delight.
But below this funny mask
there's a crying face.
The way that I smile
is the way that I cry.
But you'll never realize!
My reputation
is the one of a fool.
Now watch how a poet dies,
hear a poets cries.
And I dedicate
my roses to no one.
Because there is no mind
to help me to see.
A reason we need,
a light for the lonesome.
And no one to drink
the blood that I bleed.
Holding my own,
was not given some chances.
From that moment on
I lived apart.
And I realized that
I am my best friend,
and not those parasites who
try to stare into my heart.
The way that I feel
is the way that I heal.
My body and soul and my life.
And I know you
just think I'm a fool.
Now watch like a poet flies,
watch him rise.
And I dedicate
my roses to no one.
Because there is no mind
to help me to see.
A reason we need,
a light for the lonesome.
And no one to drink
the blood that I bleed.