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When I'm in this state of mind

I'm wishing I was blind. Sometimes life is

more than pain, to me

I feel the power of my grief. Death would be

such a relief. All the secrets that I hide

would die, with me.

Depression is my only friend. Will this

torture never end? Let me carry on to

the dreamers sky.

I keep crying in my dreams.

Can you hear my endless screams?

When I fade away I fade, away.

This Fluid on my cheek, it drains me

I get weak. My heart is cold and bleak.

Black blood. Black tears.

Life is like a masquerade. In debt to myself,

but I can't pay. Soon I'll call it all a day, away.

I've never felt what you call guilt.

I still believe "Do what thou wilt"

My sorrow will destroy the world I've built.