When I'm in this state of mind I'm wishing I was blind. Sometimes life is More than pain, to me I feel the power of my grief. Death would be Such a relief. All the secrets that I hide Would die, with me. Depression is my only friend. Will this Torture never end? Let me carry on to The dreamers sky. I keep crying in my dreams. Can you hear my endless screams? When I fade away I fade, away. [Chorus] This Fluid on my cheek, it drains me I get weak. My heart is cold and bleak. Black blood. Black tears. Life is just a masquerade. In dept to myself, but I can't pay. Soon I’ll call it all a day, away. I've never felt what you call guilt. I still believe "Do what thou wilt" My sorrow will destroy the world I’ve built.