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A night of tequilla

and rough sex in a closet

Fuels my violent inebriated haze

Triggered by a mere utturance

A compulsory eruption of enmity

Propels me into a petulant state

My blood begins to boil

My pulse begins to race

A pressure builds within my brain

Mental Stability is slipping

Vision blurring, Ive lost control

A blackout state takes over

Overwhelmed by fractious lunacy

Destroying everything within reach

Before I bludeon her unconscious

Forcefully inserting foreign objects into her orifaces

Aggresively and unlubricated

Genital punishment persists

My anger swells and burns inside me

As I repeatedly violate every crevice

I spread her legs wide

as I do arm deep

Furiously plunging

into damaged genitalia

Lunging savagely

with both fists

Tearing the vaginal wall

Forcing a partial bisection

I drag her moribund body to the bathroom

I attempt to revive her, then to hide what Ive done

Profuse hemorrhaging begins to coagulate

Wounds

begin to clot

as I

panic

Ive become a monster

Free of inhibition

Controlled by carnal instinct

Obeying innate compulsion

I cant stop

I reenter internally,

ripping and clawing at her insides

The spongy tissue feels like damp rubbery mush

clenched in my fist

Pulling out pieces from inside her body

Extracted intestinal matter accumulates onto the floor

Covering a saturation of extirpated internal tissue

and extensive bodily fluid

I observe the sickening display of putrifying gore

and offal, strewn with chunks of eviscerated innards

mixed with bodily discharge

Her carcass exsanguinated and inanimate

Shards of glass cover the floor, holes decorate the walls

I light up a cigarette

My swollen knuckles drenched in blood

Hands shaking as I dial

I make the call, then wait for the police

Naked and drunk sitting beside a mutilated body

A grotesque heap of disemboweled entrails

Globs of blood drenched hair and scalp

marinate in putrid

organic matter

as they shovel her strewn remains

into the bodybag.