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Every night I’m drowning in eternal circle of my memories

I want to run

I want to run away from this madness

This is the edge of my sanity

I’m lost in the maze of my fears

Erase my mind and stop this pain

Your voice will never leave my head

Aching feeling of feebleness

Endless feeling of fear

It envelopes my mind

I hear your scream every night

It’s full of suffering

Scream of despair

I was a coward unable to save you

I was a slave to my doubts

Too weak to cross the border

I’m feeling so empty

Drown me in these waters of sorrow

Leave me dying on the ruins of my existence

I will burn my soul

I’m dead to this world

I’m dead to myself

I’m living in hell

In a self-made hell

The clock of history won’t be turned back

The past is lost in eternity

Ashes of my world are flowing through my fingers

Crucify me and feed to the wolves

Give me your forgiveness

Give me absolution

I want to disappear

I want to leave this cage

Every night I’m drowning in eternal circle of my memories

I want to run

I want to run away from this madness

This is the edge of my sanity

Aching feeling of feebleness

Endless feeling of fear

It envelopes my mind

I hear your scream every night

I’m dead to this world

I’m dead to myself

I’m standing on the brink of reality

Let me leave this cage

Let me disappear

This is the end of my suffering