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So close as close can be my friend

but still so far from me I am

trapped in a shattered world

words are spoken

but I don’t listen

my silence speaks louder than words

‘cause I won’t do what I hears but I

do appreciate what you say but

the truth is broken

one is unknowing

I drink till the early morning

end up in misery

nothing to see

no one to blame

by myself

I say

I reach more light when I close my eyes

silent stupidity

You’re my friend you’re my real friend

please let us never leave the brotherland

I wouldn’t know what to do

you’re the strong

and I’m the shattered

the way you try the way you tell

it makes no difference ‘cause I’m my own hell

I am deaf when I am

in the corner

trust I don’t deserve

As I close myself in

crows my anxiety

nothing to see

no one to blame

but myself

I say

I reach more light when I close my eyes

silent stupidity

If I had taken my life

no one would understand

if I had taken my life

he was no monoholic

man

(am I a monoholic)

deep discussions about life

between me and my friend

am I by myself but not a lonely man

am I a monoholic