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As naked hates the cold rain

as a weak man hates this pain

I feel so unreal

‘cause I’m a man forced to fretend

that a man is forced to defend

his mistakes

I ain’t loaded like a man

I ain’t shining like a flower

Wrong or right

I wonder why I gave up a friend

for something that my will told me to be

‘cause friendship is the winner in the end

fade to black

I’m fading bleeding freezing

surrounded by memories

pain grips me

gives me brings me feeds me

with colours of agony

shattered I fade into nothing

Like a widower I’m hooked on the rear view

like a prisoner I must learn to face the truth

memories won’t eas my pain

do I repent the move that I made

that’s a question that will manipulate

these minutes of me

if I ain’t loaded like a man

if I ain’t shining like a flower

wrong or right

I wonder why I gave up a friend

for something that my will told me to be

‘cause friendship is the winner in the end

fade to black

I’m fading bleeding freezing

surrounded by memories

pain grips me

gives me brings me feeds me

with colours of agony

shattered I fade into nothing

Minutes as long as days

alone with my helluary

memories that make me bleed

that’s my helluary

that’s me