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I can't go on like this anymore

A life in the vacuum of space

I am sick of both being taken for granted

And not being taken at all

I've stayed hidden most of my life

And I've ran out of excuses

This putrid and nauseating reality

There is nothing left for me here

Today marks the day of my retaliation

The end of my frailty and my suffering

This is the dawn of my metamorphosis

Whatever might await me on the other side

Only fear is holding me back

The angst of failure, the dismay of success

A total reconstruction of my psyche

I was damaged since birth anyway

Being content with suffering

Or settle with mediocrity

This is the final conflict

The rivalry of emotions

Contemplations of a weary soul

Where will I go from here?

Touching the window, gazing at the sun

Where do I belong?

Touching the window, abhoring the sun

I, I know, I don't, I don't belong here

Today marked the day of my retaliation

The end of my frailty and my suffering

This was the dawn of my metamorphosis

But nothing awaits me on the other side

I have failed

There is nothing

Nothing for me on the other side