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Depressed and tormented, I succumb

Life is undesirable to me

Just beyond the needle, my problems lay

Solution found with a razor blade

One last anguish, all that’s left

No longer suffer endless torment

Rusty blade, painful to the touch

Droplets of blood tease my taste buds

Craving more, I slice my chest

Lukewarm bath in my own plasma

Anxiety attacks me, bleeding

Paranoia all that keeps me alive

No longer the confusion

I’ve found my solution

Laying down, I wait for the end

For it shall be my finest hour

Numbness overtakes, reality sinks in ...

And it’s way too late to pray