Like watching my body below I'm aware but I have no control The acts of terror I do and that are done to me All the layers, safeguards in my brain Poisons coursing deep in my veins Making sure I've no choice but to act out my destiny Yet there's a part they cannot kill Where I exercise my free will Needed to make sure I function as well as I do If that part can take back control For a moment and they cannot know Either I die or I could set myself free again Sanity out of reach Freedom out of my reach A cruel mockup of existence But if I take it back Whether I live or die Now it's me out of reach Feelings out of reach Peace of mind out of reach A cruel mockup of existence But if I take myself back Whether live or die Now it's me out of reach Forever out of reach!