14. Numinous Until it comes in a cold night Grappling the air in painful strife A bout I'm up to lose The last enemy I'll ever fight My own blood is unfamiliar I escape from my old life And your smile Sewing my mouth and eyes In a caress that begins inside Tears garnish my crown Drown me in a waterfall Of petals blooming All questions gone As I go back to my home Taken by a burgeon An agitated cortege Whatever question is gone Turn off the lights on my home A procession that won't end Decay becomes nourishment My own blood is unfamiliar My children are strangers, so far I escape from my old smile And your life