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life is extinguished,

going into nowhere

the gangrene in my soul

is spreading itself

tears trickling grief

are drain into darkness

darkness into which I plunge

every cell in my body

slowly falls asleep

feelings of worthlessness

are stronger than ever

weakness

no strength

cuts

death

blood is flowing

the sun goes down for the last time

cold, dark world

locked me in a void

it was too late to understand

that I am not alive anymore