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I am long overdue

Let's end this misery

All senses are subdued

Thought i'd find my peace

So, do i swallow poison?

Hang or cut in deep?

I cannot decide

Might just take the leap

I will have to bury it all

Away, away from Your shore

You are all that matters

There's nothing i love more

Cast into the darkness

Deepest black abyss

Hurt drove me to madness

I even die in dreams

Allow me to be selfish

No use of me this way

All i'd do is drag You

Through prisms of my pain

Now heart's just pretending

You can't hear the beats

The air is finally leaving

Lungs faking to breathe

Longing the inevitable

Bargaining with the One i love