In my eyes, steel river of feelings In my head, less and less place for calm - earth is going to annihilation I became a personification of modern world I'll kill myself against nature I try the fruits of life, And my experience is against which I have to conquer I was throned on deep water, And I must live in the place which is still escaping me How can I fight up the memories which follow me? They are like a dyke This element, must find it Brain sunk by mentions - the hope's crushing my head I want to entomb the rest of the things And stay with what do I have What waits for me? What do I am? What waits for me? There is no beginning inside me I have fallen away Now it's hard to talk about the future Maybe it's been sunk I try the fruits of life, And my experience is against which I have to conquer I was throned on deep water, And I must live in the place which is still escaping me If the island would be somewhere else, I'll find it My recollection will be past I will close one part of my life… Which will come back to me, Once again against me And when I'll be on a dry land, I will look into… Deep with twinkling of an eye Without it, I will not fight up myself