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It’s still dark. Slowly I open my eyes

I try to perceive the physics of my body

Then a pain, like a blade, pierces me

My waking nightmare begins again...

I close my eyes and grit my teeth

My body freezes in a death grip

Tense nerves and contracted muscles

As if soaked in acid and passed over salt...

A dull cry - Soul torn apart

A life of torture - My body rebels

I’ve no hope - I can’t fight

Invisible Enemy - Destroy me from within

I try to react and move

But the pain is out of control

I’ve to be able to stretch

Extend my arm and hand

Grasp the hope, medicines

A sip of water and then wait

The expected benefit

To allay all this pain...

My life is a wicked trap

A damned daily hell

Where I am always alone

Confined in a black despair

No other can understand

No other wants to understand

Ignoring is more convenient

And I’m completely alone...