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I could from one moment to another put

Put a term at their lives

I feel it growing up in me,his need to destroy,

However it's necessary that i keep control

In their eyes, i can see the incapacity,

That they have to determine my true personality.

When i am not myself any more,

My own vision is faded

They all are here, stained of slood

This is not the desire, which f miss to make it run for good

As possessed, my reactions are unforeseeable

A part of me is conscious of what is happening to me,

But i can't do anything

If they could suspect one moment what i think,

When they talk to me, when they touch me

The perpetual conflict, which prevails in my head,

Returns me nutcase and i am unable,

Of to know how it will finish