I only speak in fear; not in spirit, I’m baptised in blood and violence. I have been born on an altar of mistakes. And when the dawn breaks they will find me, Suspended with the moons and stars. And now, I can only love you in silence from afar, In the abyss where the shadows lurk and reside. I only speak in codes, not in spirit, I’m baptised in realms of defeat. I am not made in the image of God. I'll never look into your eyes. The glance of my eye will no longer be yours. I am no longer yours. No amount of good is worth how terrible this feels. I am your cycle of death, You fear me the most, We watch it tear us apart.