Thoughts within my mind Facing, unwanted sight Visions of pain, loss and destruction Clawing, into the light Withdrawn inside Unbidden chaos shines Am I sick? To breed these delusions Choking, abnormal sights Save me from myself And all I have become Save me from this life I have undone The wreckage of my past The memories inside I confess in you I can confide Tired of defending myself in the lights Of self righteous eyes I hate myself For pain that climbs unbidden Like vultures circling through my vision The visions so dark to my eyes Thoughts I trap inside (This I despise) This monster of wrath and of hate That threatens to torture and torment and take To take control of my life Look into my eyes (Is there evil inside?) I face myself Again and again and again I ask myself how does this work does it end The fight for the light is it worth it If I should close my eyes (Let the darkness rise) An end to the hatred Loathing of self constantly fading Smiling madness creeps into my mind Insanity leaves me blind Save me from myself And all I have become Save me from this life I have undone The wreckage of my past The memories inside I confess in you I can confide