i thought i saw the devil last night turned to look and he was gone alright he must be afraid to really face me god turned his back and the devil wont embrace me feel the need to repent for my sins but now i know no ones listening years spent living with no consequence so many nights weigh on my conscience i hope no kids try to look up to me i can barely handle myself let alone lead knowing time is a horrible thing to waste your chance passes by will another take its place? not trying to preach but tired of speaking hate i feel with age you need a different mindstate fate or decision had me lost in this system visions of change while feeding my addictions light can shine in all directions but cant be touched by those in prison its easier to play victim than own your mistakes the world moves fast am i a step to late