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Another year goes past, alone and mad in the dark

Forgiveness never granted me, a soul without a heart

Pretenses of another day, lurk in shadows in my mind

Frightful conclusion seizes me, no love in my time.

I've touched the few, that once were there

They've went, as they once came

Pretending that love, could exist

All believed in, playing games

Now the tables turn, it's my chance

To show the world, my pain

Still no one cares, what 's inside

My lonely, darkened brain

Flash of a thought

Now emotional distraught

Crazy but not insane.

Brushed with a kiss

Touch of finger tips

Memories, all that remains.

Another day arrives, fresh to begin anew

I fight to keep my heart afloat, in this human stew

Another glance my way, what did I now do

Would this be another beginning to a pain filled week or two.

I've touched the few, that once were there

They've went, as they once came

Pretending that love, could exist

All believed in, playing games

Now the tables turn, it's my chance

To show the world, my pain

Still no one cares, what 's inside

My lonely, darkened brain

Anger fills my body

As I, wander through the streets

What you see is a shell

Of a man, fallin' to defeat

Darkened are my thoughts

As they slice into my mind

Going to an empty bed

A chilling feeling that reminds.

My thoughts, ruled by laughter

As I, sight, through my eyes

Frightened are my feelings

Wishing I were blind

Forget all those surrounding

Working on my own life

One day I'll return

And punish the unkind.

Flash of a thought

Now emotional distraught

Crazy but not insane.

Hatred turns to violence

Pain turns to fear

The vengeance that fills my heart

Soon spills out in tears.

Brushed with a kiss

Touch of fingertips

Memories, all that remain.

The love I once knew

Will never begin anew

All in a thought

But never, to come, true