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it´s been a month or two, separate ways to avoid

the other half and so we forgot how we’ve been annoyed

minor matters grew, the base got dispensable

a single pebble thrown, shattered our status quo

breathe dust, drink mud, eat stone

constrained, accursed and lonesome

befogged, despaired, undone

leaves me demented like a

horror addict

psychopathic

hate replaced remaining rapture

loss of soulfulness and common structure

you shift all blame on me

what for?!

sewage always seeks the drain

and words you say will leave a scar in me

I filled the gap you left with ego trips, booze and whores

there´s a rusty blade left to fester in your wound

I gave a shit about, too cold a shoulder to lean on

it doesn’t make me proud, hate me for what I´ve become

no sorry eases pain

it's too late for regrets

the first strike smashed your crown

the only victim is you

it’s my fault

but words you said and things you did have left a scar in me