The actions of my past still haunt my visions every night As if I really believed that I could change form and take flight I can still see them all there hanging on my every word As if I had a message that had to be heard When reality sets back in I'm uncomfortable in my own skin When the stage lights dim I still want to be him Now I walk into the light and it greats me Another meaningless defeat, a hollow victory I always knew I'd rise above the mediocrity But when the moment ends I'm drowning in the misery The scary thing is I have no regrets It had a tone I won't ever forget I heard it say, it's time we've begun Every day and night the dark forces eat you alive You never hold back for fear you will know Secret desire to see how low you can go Time to reflect on the damage done Your worst fears are recognized The greatest hoax of your life Speak clear, believe the lies We still hear your silent cries You dominate in a disguise You contemplate suicide You sealed your fate Open your eyes