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Why do I try when it`s all in vain

The love I sow can only bring me pain

Building castles out of sand and stone

cause in the end I will still be alone

upon my face the smiles you see

only hide the strain and misery

in my youth my world came undone

right when my life had just begun

I know it , I need it

Somehow I must try to love again

I want it , I feel it

I just can`t seem  to let it end

I have to , I need to

Can`t you see it`s killing  me

Precious moments I`ll never forget

All our daydreams and the goals we set

It`s so unfair when a life has to come to an end

And to be left behind to try and start again

My eyes are dead , they see only in black and white

The color of life left with my will to fight

A love so pure that time has become my foe

I wait to be free but a new love may never show

I know it , I need it

Somehow I must try to love again

I want it , I feel it

I just can`t seem to let it end

I have to , I need to

Can`t you see it`s killing me