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Standing back in the crowd

I see your face

Watching you

From a distant place

You think you're all alone

I'll be the man you were looking for

I should be there to stand in your door

I think you'd lose your mind

If you could see what I've become

So I pretend

That your love is my only amend

I pretend

And I lie that there's no end

Don't you feel

Strange longing for leaving this world?

Feeling cursed, always

Losing the one I love

My darkest fate that tears my world apart

Gruesome chill makes me to recall

Why I'm always so afraid

That something has to rive you from the light

Right into the dark

So I pretend

That your love is my only amend

I pretend

And I lie that there's no end

...and my love is your curse...