Silent autumn trees They whisper my name In a dark-dark lullaby A cure to all the pain I am lying on the rain On the rain dampened leaves My cold heart has faded And my Fate is calling me My Fate is calling me Fate is calling me... Silent autumn trees Are whispering your name A dark lullaby is all that I can hear Nobody’s here to see me raindrops fall into my orbit and leak through the cuts On my surface pale and soft I gave everything My heart, my thoughts, my fire And then you left me broken To loose all desires I would do anything Just to get hold of the past Now it slowly sinks to the ground I can let go. And now I know: What if I just stop breathing Loss what makes me free… (Makes me free) Straining my heart Closing my eyes, set things apart This is my only way I’ve learned now how to ease the pain I find it strange as I'm looking back now that I couldn't hold back my rage. My mind is clear but it was a long way to get out of this cage Oh it was battle but a bitter-sweet one And now I’ve found peace in the world that I couldn’t belive in All those cruel times when I couldn’t bare the pain of losing something that was not in vain Burnt it inside out lost it all in a dark hue (in a dark hue) My brain’s been crystallized now it’s a calm relic I’m looking through Oh yeah – I can see the loss is true Cuts thousand wounds but it’s clear there’s nothing really I can undo I end my life I’m on the brink Of the last doorway to leave Let go my love Through all my pain I found myself (To believe) To believe in I can let go And now I know Going through all these STAGES (I’ll) leave it all behind. (All behind.) Straining my heart (Straining my heart) Closing my eyes It was the way I‘ve learned How to ease the pain. I can let it go My transition is silent (Ooooohh) As my last breath (As my last breath, yeah, ooohh) Hmm, I’m lighting up the depth of my soul I can let it go Let it go Let it go Just let go….