All the games I played, where I was always the winner no other way to be more foolish All my victories weren’t more than a huge delusion no other way to be more foolish The weight on my left hand is so immense I cannot dwell in the present The time chains on both of my wrist they are unbreakable Will my eyes dry out? I don’t know if they can cry after infinite tears Will my eyes become black? Since there is such amount of darkness behind them