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Again I fall and I enjoy

The cold embrace of night

Desires rise as she leaves

Her sweet scent in the air

Frozen winds that blow at my face

The clear signs of grief

Frozen winds that came to curse

Misanthropy to me

I can feel your spell around

Something in me grows so high

But I canít feel any light on me

So misery will be my guide

I have come a long way

From where I started

But Iím still so far away

From where I need to go

Frozen scars start to

Appear in my soul

I couldnít skip her dagger

With the poison of doom

I can feel your spell around

Something in me grows so high

But I canít feel any light on me

So misery will be my guide

From within I hear disgrace

Some hope I feel that failed

A strange force starts to grow

Because today Iím out of control

Insanity reigns on me

What a loser I came to be

Suicide with no pride

Itís the agony that grows inside

Disease and Desires

No reason has my life

Iíve been searching wishes I donít know how long

Disease and Desires

Every time I try to walk the way

A trap ahead returns me back to Hell

A rain is falling above

Dark clouds are pouring down on me

Their weep enhance my wounds

They make me stand with misery

I can feel your spell around

Something in me grows so high

But I canít feel any light on me

So misery will be my guide

From within I hear disgrace

Some hope I feel that failed

A strange force starts to grow

Because today Iím out of control

Insanity reigns on me

What a loser I came to be

Suicide with no pride

Itís the agony that grows inside

Disease and Desires

No reason has my life

Iíve been searching wishes I donít know how long

Disease and Desires

Every time I try to walk the way

A trap ahead returns me back to Hell

Disease and Desires

No reason has my life

Iíve been searching wishes I donít know how long

Disease and Desires

Every time I try to walk the way

A trap ahead returns me back to Hell

I can see no shine

Lighting up the road

The joyful times of past

That I felt alive are gone

(Melancholy is in us, in us all)

Sorrow is stronger now

I feel like Iíll fall apart

(Canít you perceive

that you reached the point of no return?)

What should I do

To kill that pain away?

(We donít need to survive

in this Fate of Twilight, called Life)

Death calls for my name

I wish I was better dead

(Disease, it corrupts

You are dead, you are already dead)

So I must be dying again

To find a best place out there